Happiness Hidden Deep Within A Sea of Sorrow

Have you ever encounter a situation where you go through a long period of sorrow for just that minute of happiness..? This is a story about a guy which goes through all the trouble just to have a minute of joy, even if the joy is just a glance at sunshine. Just by imagining the breeze of the sea keeps you going through all the sorrow. This is always true if you know there is something in the end waiting for you.

If going through all the sorrow and you end up with nothing is the most disappointing moment you will go through. It makes you unable to go through hard times.

A Chain Effect

"All guys are jerks". I guess you hear this too often from girls. But you don't know the truth behind this. Not all guys are jerks, let me tell you this, the people who made all of us become jerks are girls. No one is bad from the start, its when girls choose to be with jerks and take advantage of the nice ones, that is the time nice guys turn jerks.

We try so hard to protect the people we love, instead we get hurt from those we love. Nice guys put their heart to everything they do, but we are ignored and taken advantage to do things to please the person you like which happens to be a jerk. You know how it pisses us off? When you run back to us and say that the person did this did that to you, when we forewarn you about him.

You keep pushing us away every time we try to help you, and let me tell you, everyone has a limit. A good guy has no expiry date, but every time you push us away, you drive us to the wall. There will be a day that the nice guy in your life that cares about you all the time walks away, that will be the time you appreciate the little things he do.

I Miss You

Oh baby I know that I did you wrong
But I got lost along the way
And I never thought you'd walk away
But you did and I can't cope with it

I'm alone and I don't know what to do
With my feelings cause I'm still not over you
And I'm crying from the day you walked away
And I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

I tell my friends that I got over you
That I took your pictures of the wall
But I know there is another truth
That I miss you
That I need you

I Hate This Feeling

Why ! Why ! After so many months, why do I still feel it? I hate you, get lost. I can't do anything with that feeling of mine. Get away from me !

Daily Response

This is what I get everyday, "Sorry, you're no longer important in my life, go find someone else to bother." Sad but it's the truth. You're done, you're used. You're just an object I use to play around with when I'm alone. It mimics the video, "when five fell". No wonder videos like that are what we call masterpiece, because they express the truth without saying names. Objects that were cherished once will no longer be needed one day.

Nothing Broken Can't Be Fixed

A friend of mine shared this idiom to me which I find it rather true, although it's in Chinese, but the translation sounds as true as the Chinese version, "A person must not get heart-broken often, or he or she will be immune to it in the future". We all remember our first time getting heart-broken? That is because we're all scarred and it'll stain our memory for as long as we live. And because of that, we tend to avoid loving another person with all our heart as we're afraid to lose them and as a result, hurt ourselves.

But when someone comes along, it'll be better if you trust the person, or not trust them at all. Giving a chance to a person includes giving them your confidence. Some things can be fixed, even a broken-heart, just with the right conditions. Hurting someone is a chain reaction, a person who is scarred will only hurt another person and the chain goes on. However, if you're strong enough, the chain will break and your happiness will be assured.

R.I.P

Rest in peace, ah ku. You've taken care of me since I was young and nurtured me until I became old enough to think for myself. I thank you for all you've done for me, and I am deeply sorry for not being able to be beside you in your last minutes. I will live on my life with your advice you've given me before you passed on. I really hope I can repay back your good deeds you've done and you will always be remembered. Rest in peace, ah ku.